“Don’t disappoint people who believe in u”

“Don’t disappoint people who believe in u”

An interesting word I found while watch Japanese drama…this word is interesting because I would say it best to describe my life…

Until now I can be in this stage because I always think that I should do my best in order to make my lovely family happy to have me. I can do my best because I believe they put trust on me so that I could bring success on their behalf…

So about what about u out there….

Everybody's in love but not me

hello there! It's Sunday...anyway I have a lot of work to do today...but I'm kind of lazy...lazy....;P...So talking about this post's title, I just can't understand why everybody around me is like so much in 'love'. I just can't get it..going out together, lunch together, all times are together2, if it is about friendship, then I understand, but this so called "lovey dovey" stuff Im totally freak out... Geez sometimes all this stuff only get me annoyed hahaha...don't be angry readers (who's in love). coz I also did not understand why I have this feeling..anyway this is not about you people in love, but it is about me, I just cannot get myself to involve in others people love scale...this includes my so called "best friend's" love scale. But in case I got involved, I'll be a good listener  and for those who have broken heart....well I cannot afford to see people in pain...however you own my prayer...I'll be sure to pray for your happiness and relationship to last long.....

-anyway anything happen for a reason- so I got my own reason for not to involve....So lets enjoy this song...

Don't Fall In Love

Please don´t look around for anybody else
Why don´t you concentrate on yourself

Someone´s gotta say that it´s ok to feel alone
You´re not a freak you don’t need help

Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!

And when the radio…
Plays a lovesong…
Something that you should know
They´re all wrong!

Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!

All your friends got someone else they hang out with
And now you want your someone else too
But to me it all seems that they breakup just to makeup
They got nothing to do…

So why don´t you consider just eliminate it
All the fuzz and fighting around
I´m not trying to tell ya what to do
Just wanna pick you up ‘cause you’re down

Here’s something they’re never gonna tell ya (wo-o-a)
I kinda figured it out… (wo-o-a)
As much as people wanna love ya
They’ll always wanna try to bring you down

Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!

And when the radio…
Plays a lovesong…
Something that you should know
They´re all wrong!

Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
Everybody wants to fall in love… Not me!
I’m not gonna fall for it!

FOR UPCOMING EXAM APRIL 2011

Hi everyone. I'm finishing off my second year in university and have three weeks of exams before I'm done for the year. Yay! However, I had such a busy year with an overload of subjects (7 subject huh-but have I ever got five subject…NOPE!!!) that I'm finding it difficult to be motivated for these last few days. I know I need to study, memorize anything that needs to be memorize (definitions, anyone? ugh), familiarize myself with the exam format and get help if I need it. I've done this before quite a few times now, so it's not that I'm not familiar with it. Back then I don’t really have time for studying for my test now I got an OGA all almost below 30 (makes me nervous that I cannot concentrate on my study-oh God please help me) I worked really hard to get all my assignments (ahaaa DID I? of course but it just… I’m not good in dealing with analytical and critical review on article) and so I feel like I've finished already.

Pretty tough huh…this is what usually happens when exam is coming, people keep on complaining or is it more on expression of feelings…hummm

IF U Say……
“I have 2 very important exam I cannot afford to fail them...I have no motivation to study...What do I do...I don’t have friends who can study with me...I have just been wasting time watching TV...Eating going out for a walk…I know I have to do well it’s my career but nothing is working…as the courses r kind of boring..I need to memorize a lot...I don’t have enough time...What do I do...please help...

These are kind of respones will u get…

• Yeah I’m the master of no motivation! I have to hand in a psychology project in 7 hours. I have not even got half way through it and not slept yet! If you don't wanna be in my position- get some studying done!

• When it comes to exams i find you are only really motivated on the subjects you enjoy (which usually is not a lot) so I suggest you makes plans! Certain plans and aim to stick to them!

• As soon as you write out plans (realistic ones) then you feel alot less stress because you don't have to constantly worry about what you are doing next.

• You can sit and try to remember information for hours, but that is not enough- you need to properly understand it for it to have a lasting effect.

• I think should write up notes- very orgniased with the basic things you need to need for each class and then teach your family.

• Pick a member per subject (if you have enough) and try to teach them what you have learnt. I find i learn more when i do this, properly understand it and come out with a lot more than I ever thought.I've always found that method best.
  

• I have 14 days left till exams just think about how the rest of your life could be screwed up if you don’t do good

• I'm in your situation right now...

• I feel your pain :*(

Hummm…I would say...it’s your fault to not studying...Watching TV? Going out? Wasting time????...what is it… (ahaaa while I’m also doing the same things..;P) arghh…it’s really hard to concentrate (with this my favorite anime always catch up my attention to study)..Now...

Yup what u should do…Did u really want to fail (DID U???) Dangren WO BUyao
Then u knows that u could not fail – u have to study…

But…demo (Japanese)…buguo (mandarin)….

I’m into this (I couldn't get myself away from thisss….)


Or even if I’m reading...this is what usually happens…ZZZZZ

But all of these…I really want to have a good result...for my family sake and of course for myself...I really cannot afford to fail…toshio suru (what should I do)

Then maybe I should change…I have to sacrifice something...OH NO ARE U SERIOUS!!! AFTER HAVING THAT MUCH STRESS..DID U REALLY WANT TO KILL URSELF …no..no..that is not what I meant…I have to sacrifice this moment to focus on my study for exam…after all it’s better to sacrifice my time for Watching TV? Going out? Wasting time????...for my study…yeah I really needs to study…study…study…study…study…and get a good result…

It’s better to study now…

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It’s better to put away all things that being obstacle for you to study….Or u will regret later….

With that…lets STUDY….

GooD Luck Everyone......