The "Me" last Year - Me as Nurse aid...

I never thought I'll become nurse, but now here I'm...for me its a very tiring job...sometime I feel depress, for I do not know how to do my job coz I've never learn a thing about nursing. Even though my job only to assist the doctor, but there is things that im not capable to do. However despite all my weaknesses to do the job as nurse. I found that in other side, the job can be really great. Observing people who went to the clinic, is one of my task there, not that the doctor ask me to observe the people, but its my habit... observing...^___^..

The most beautiful moment that I saw in the Clinic,  was when I saw a 7years old children, a boy helping his father to walk. he carefully open the door for his farther to enter the clinic,while he was holding his father's hand. In my thought, when the child could do that amazing things, why the adult cannot do the same?....

Besides there is a child, who helping his parents to register his litlle sister and brother's name at the counter. the boy only 9years old, but it surprise me that he can remember his siblings date of birth, when the parents cannot remember their own children's date of birth..

I only work within 4months but its a great experience I ever had...

Temuduga yang diduga...

Today I want to share about my experience when I attended the Interview last week. Kira da lama la, tapi sekarang baru terasa nak share. The interview is from KEMAS or known as Kemajuan masyarakat. 4hari sebelum hadiri temmuduga tu I got a called from KEMAS. They asked me to bring along Salinan asal sijil dan salinan sijil2 yang disahkan. pastu kena bawa pakaian formal coz temuduga tu ada dua sesi, ujian fizikal ngan ujian lisan. ujian fizikal tu kenalah pakai pakaian sukan.

di hari Temuduga tu, saya pergi sorang2 ja, coz xda keluarga yang dapat menemani, very sad owh...that the independent me (^___^)..nway ujian fizikal tu kena sesi pagi, mula2 mendaftar pastu disuruh berlari 2.4km...waduh2 very tired owh, Im surely like to run but its been a long time saya xberlari, exercise pun xbuat...but u know what, I finished within 28.48minute, not bad huh?...Nasib baik xpengsan tu pun dekat dah tu, lagi2 time2 berlari tu la saya sangat dahagakan air. kalo ikutkan badan yang da naik 50kg ni xmampu nak habiskan larian tu, tapi disebabkan semangat nakkan kerja tu, kenala habiskan juga. lgpun da cita2 nak jadi cikgu. Ujian kedua, Ujian lisan. masuk je bilik temuduga bagi salam n bagi sijil kat interviewer, dah duduk, terus kena tembak ngan soalan yang saya kira out of my preparation. nak tau pa soalan dia?...tanya pasal almost about political issue. tanya sal parlimen, dun, wakil rakyat, satu soklan pasal KEMAS langsung xda...ada la aku blur2 da tu menjawab penuh yakin tapi jawaban salah hehe...kantoi..What a day..nway walaupun Im not doing good dalam ujian lisan tu. harapan masih lagi setinggi gunung everest supaya saya dapat juga keja tu..^__^..well I try my best, what left is Doa, Hope God will grant my wish, and give me the best....

Tips to Help You Get to Sleep

Bagi anda yang menghadapi kesulitan untuk tidur, mari cuba tips ni ….dah lama saya try memang berkesan punya…caranya, kalo dah atas tilam pastu nak lelap mata tu kosongkan fikiran, jauhkan berfikir tentang assignment, kerja2 rumah dan semua2 yang anda rasa membebankan fikiran…sebabnya tu la benda yang menghalang kita untuk tidur dengan tenang, tup2 tak boleh tidurlah akibatnya….kalo masih tak dapat kosongkan fikiran tu try Visualize Something Peaceful…contoh bygkan korang di tempat yang aman …kalo saya selalu bayangkan taman penuh ngan bunga2 pastu ada rama2 berterbangan, sedar2 dah pagi…

Nak tau darimana dapat tips ni….time kecik2 dulu saya suka baca Comic Doremon (taukan komik ni)  ceritanya C Nobita tu mau bangun awal ,sebab selalu cikgunya denda dia datang lambat ke sekolah (sal lambta bangun la nie…) pastu c Doremon pun mengajar la Nobita tu cmna cara nak tidur, ha cam yag saya buat tu la…..terus Nobita jadi famous gara2 tips doremon tu..So agak2 saya boleh famous jua ka ni???…just kidding…

kalo nak tips yang lain2 lagi…here’s the tips:

Take a Warm Bath  <

Ni untuk relakskan badan anda. Tapi apapun janganlah overdo, nanti  drained of vitality pula da….kalo nak mandi gunakan bath salts, or throw in Epsom salts and baking soda—one cup of each. These will relax you and also help remove toxins from your body.

Listen to Music or Other Audio

Play some soft, soothing music that will lull you to sleep. There are many CDs designed for that very purpose. Some are specially composed music, others simply have sounds of waves rhythmically breaking, or the steady pattern of a heartbeat. Some will lead you to sleep with a combination of music, voice and other soothing sounds.  We found one particular system that generates endless combinations of sounds tailored to your specifications. 

Drink Warm Milk

A glass of warm milk 15 minutes before going to bed will soothe your nervous system. Milk contains calcium, which works directly on jagged nerves to make them (and you) relax. Ni pun ok juga tapi kalo mau jaga badan susah sikit, takpun pilihlah susu yang leh reduce fat..

Drink Herb Tea

If you don't like milk—or are avoiding dairy products—try a cup of hot camomile, catnip, anise or fennel tea. All contain natural ingredients which will help you sleep. Most health food stores will also have special blends of herb tea designed to soothe you and help you get to sleep.

Of course there's the standard insomnia remedy  \that everyone knows (although it never worked for us)

• Counting Sheep

With that caveat out of the way, I can only wish you good luck. And have a good night's sleep.

Mikan

 

 

Hari ini, saya  hanya mahu berbicara tentang MIKAN, my favorite fruits ever….

Buah ni berasal dari  negara jepun. Di Jepun ia dikenali sebagai Unshu Mikan, sementara itu di China ia dikenali sebagai Wenzhou migan. Berbanding dengan buah oren biasa, kulit buah ini senang untuk dikupas…..pokoknya emang buah ini sangat sedap dimakan…^_^…..

I feel empty and Lost….

Deep inside my heart, theres’s a weird feeling that comes and goes occasionally.

I feel like I have no purpose, and i feel empty inside.

I feel like im in my own world and no one understands me, and nothing goes my way.
I feel like I am trapped in my head, in my own world. I try to do what I have to do but i get distracted by not doing anything.

I dont feel accomplished and havent felt that way in a very long time.I feel like a big disappointment to myself and to my parents, who are very concerned.

I also have been suffering from insomnia lately. i cant fall asleep at night .. it's not even that i think of something.. I think of nothing!!

Now…the only thing I can do is to ask Allah to help me….make me ease…do not know what went wrong, just now, I know,I needs Allah the most….I get bored with my lifestyle now, I really want to bring myself to sujud menghadap allah” as what I used to do….Hope everything will be Ok….I trust Allah the most….