D.E.P.R.E.S.S

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I'm so depressed right now that I simply can't concentrate/get motivated. I am so supposed to HAVE QUIZ tomorrow…I got two chapters to cover but am not even done with one chapter. It is like I WANT to fail? (no definitely not). I mean obviously I don't but why else am I being so counterproductive? I'm pretty sure I'm depressed. I have been depressed before so maybe I never really got over it? Who knows?

I hate myself for being this way, I really do. I hate the fact that I’m so depress that I cannot do anything... I really don’t want to give up...so how I’m gonna get my concentration…argh this situation really make me annoyed…I don’t have anyone to talk too…thanks God I Got blog… anyway I have to try…hope this every last moment will bring miracle (hope I can do well tomorrow)….well I’m trying here….gonna stop writing and start to read the book….CSC413…God Help me Please.....

Attitude

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, gift, or skill. It will make or break a company...a...a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10 percent what happens to me and 90 percent how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes.

To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and to endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.

Guard well your spare moments. They are like uncut diamonds. Discard them and their value will never be known. Improve them and they will become the brightest gems in a useful life.

Finish every day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense. This day is all that is good and fair. It is too dear, with its hopes and invitations, to waste a moment on yesterdays.

“Don’t disappoint people who believe in u”

“Don’t disappoint people who believe in u”

An interesting word I found while watch Japanese drama…this word is interesting because I would say it best to describe my life…

Until now I can be in this stage because I always think that I should do my best in order to make my lovely family happy to have me. I can do my best because I believe they put trust on me so that I could bring success on their behalf…

So about what about u out there….